Entwined with the Pastoral Symphony
The
conductor raises his baton. The violins poise their bows for the fourth
movement of Beethoven’s Pastoral Symphony. Sinister growls from the cellos
rumble through the orchestra, redolent of a summer storm. A skittish theme surfaces,
a scurry of swirling wind, gathering speed and intense power. Thunder erupts
from the timpani, plummeting torrents of rain from a streaky green and black
sky.
I came to the concert to escape a bitter argument, but as I listen, my heart thunders in my chest. I am in the eye of a storm, and it's engulfing me. How can I escape? Where is God? Can he speak peace into my churning heart?
I remember King David in Psalm 4.
When King David’s enemies surrounded him, he ran to God for refuge.
“Please,
Lord, answer me, be merciful, and hear my distress, for you are righteous.”
Evil men from his own kingdom had rallied against him. They pursued false gods and shamed the true God of their fathers,
but the king longed for his enemies to repent and join him in praising the
Lord. Worst of all, Absalom had led the revolt, but David’s love for his son
remained steadfast.
A
fresh motive grips the entire string section. As the clouds part, a sliver of
sunlight glistens on water droplets falling from the trees. After another
rumble from the timpani, bolts of lightning in staccato fifths hit the ground. I
writhe in my seat, my muscles tense at the impending danger.
Every
fiber in David’s body strained as he sensed his enemies encircling him, but God
would deliver him because he had set the godly apart for himself. Long before
the fray, God had anointed David as the king in Israel and God would fulfill his purposes for the nation through him by listening to David’s earnest plea.
David
didn’t rage against the Lord. He remembered former sleepless nights, of meditating
on his sin, repenting, in awe of the Lord’s glory, and he worshipped him with a
pure heart. This was his faithful God, and David could trust him, regardless of
whoever had plotted against him.
The conductor softens the orchestra.
Clouds break apart and bright sunlight filters onto the cave floor, my sanctuary
in God’s brilliant outdoor arena. The thunder retreats as the timpanist
performs a gentle roll.
“I will
lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.”
David’s struggles are
common to all humanity. Beethoven composed the Pastoral Symphony during a
summer vacation in the countryside. By this stage, he was stone deaf, only hearing
the symphony in his imagination. His personal struggles as a composer and
musician were fraught with pain and torment before he eventually came to terms with
his silent existence.
You will
appreciate this blog if you listen to this fabulous music as you read the
Psalm. The music evokes both David’s sorrow and rejoicing because it mirrors
Beethoven’s trauma and acceptance.
These are the links to Beethoven’s Symphony No.6,
Opus 68, the last two movements.
Fourth movement: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZVdVuskkKU
Fifth movement: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z16zh55I1dU
https://c02.purpledshub.com/uploads/sites/43/2020/05/beethoven_200_0-93b4837.jpg?w=750&webp=1
Link to picture, a recording and BBC article.
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